On the edge of loosing you

There is someone out there in the world that I really love, that doesn't care about me in the same way. Anytime I want to run to someone, I have to see if he happens to be online, or send him an email or something. I really don't think that it's helping me out these days. Maybe I need to stop trying, letting the conversation pitter out and just mourning the loss of the man whom I love. Hard call to make, but I don't know about much of anything these days.

My new boss was in town last week, was great. I like the guy but he is going to start demanding more structure and accountability from the team. That means that I have to change the way I work these days. In the end it's only a good thing, would help me move up in the company and get to do more interesting things. I do have to thank NASDAQ for at least getting me the new equipment I wanted.

I'm going to go to the gym before work in the morning, kick ass at the office, go tanning, clean the car, and go to dinner with a guy tomorrow. Lot of stuff to do without much time… on second thought, may not go tanning.

 

You know who, I miss you.