Would You Please Get Out From Under My Skin?

The weather this week seems to be indicative to how I feel. Maybe people just notice bad weather more when they feel bad. In any case, cause or effect the weather is poor. I need to stop this, because just being around you makes me want to make sacrifices for it to work... sacrifices that I shouldn't make.

The fact is that there is nothing that could stop me from making a second chance work, and while I think he wants that too, it has to be a mutual decision, and there are far easier choices for him right now... so I'll sit back, hope that one day maybe the conditions will be right once more.

Until then, I just have to make sure that there are no regrets... no matter how much I really want to have some.